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Sunday, February 27, 2005

The NCJ talentime was like,
WOAH.
hahaha.
there's was quite alot of people.
yeah.
and I met Janice, Jolene and Xiang Ting!
Xiang Ting's performance was wow.
She sang so high, without showing any visable expression on her face.
and there's this "PERFECT" guy.
ahaha.
so classic. (my foot)
and the "guy in the green tie"
*glance at simin*
hahah.
k, nvm. i shan't elaborate further.
need to save my neck.
and Simin's cousin's band
was okay..
poor girl, her guitar strap broke halfway during the performance.

so bored.
crap.
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

I want to go the NJC talentime!
*pulls hair*
how can i convince my dad?
hmm..
oh well.
I passed the probability test.
hahas.
quite surprised i've got the last 2 questions correct.
3 periods of math today. can die la.
and mrs yeo don't want to give back the amath permutations and combinations paper.
though I know that paper cannot make it, i still want to know how badly i did.
cos i dun think can save the overall amath marks on the ppr.

and quite surprised st nicks this year low budget.
so have to pay for quite a number of things.
80 bucks la.
and thank god, st johns no need to pay coach fees.
haha.
sara was like, "WAD? 130 DOLLARS?" in class.
and everyone thought she was about to get a heart attack.
hmm.
and tomorrow is the cheerleading auditions.
GOOD LUCK chui and yanggs!
even though you not my house,
(hahas). i still hope you guys make it through!
((: show it to them, men! hahas.
shake your booties.
esp. chui. you love to shake your butt. hahas!
i know i sound quite, obscene.
SORRY la.

chinese paper quite okay.
except the sentences part.
haha.
i think i totally rock.
hahaha.
anyhow use the word.
i think CHEN XIU MEI not abit want to chop my head.
haha.
let see her comments when she return the paper.

haha.
i feel so crappy.
as usual.
why?

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

hah.
my class got called up to dance the family dance instead of wisdom.
how wonderful.
and i'm like almost in the middle- at the teachers block.
and ms ho is so helping us: laughing
and same with mrs sushila.
i'm stonning and anyhow dance la.
oh well.
so embarrassing,
but at least they won't call our class up again.
yesh.

hmm..
deperate housewives yesterday was STUPID and LAME.
ahahas.
that mother very clever la.
oh well.
changed layout also. not bad huh.
i love ASHLEE SIMPSON.

and screw friendster.
(1) friends.
wow la.
hiya. those fed up, go join: myspace.com.
hahas.

BORED.


ahaha. and the dude playing Cedric Diggory in Goblet Of Fire is Hot!

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Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number, I cannot get through
You don't hear me
I don't understand
When I reach out, I don't find your hand

Were they wasted words?
Did they mean a thing?
And all that precious time
But I still feel so in between

Someday I just keep pretending
You'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself
Things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out, you could always change your mind
Like a book I read where it works out in the end
Can't I close my eyes, have you lying here again
Then I come back down, then I fade back in
And then I realize it's just what might have been

Someday I just keep pretending
That you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all, anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while you're sleeping after all

Someday I just keep pretending
That you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had, that I never had
I wanna hold on
But it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

You don't see me
You don't feel me like I feel you
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

i've got a nice black sweater today.
yeah!
was supposed to go suntec cos my dad wants to buy something.
then in the end ,
end up in parkway,
cos my sister wants to get her new phone.
bleh.

yup.
sajc was funn.
but its too hot.
and too crowded.
and we saw the two tallest man in the world.
damn freaky la.
they are WAYY tall.
and their hands are like,
DAMN BLOODY BIGG.
and one of them tried to grab clarice's head.
ahaha.
makes me wanna laugh.

then jie ying, clarice and shuk went to
get their nails done.
and i was stonning there.
oh ya, and did i mention that
clarice was staring at this guy who
resemble some punk rock band member
throughtout the bus ride to sa?
hahas.
DUDE.

then we hopped on a cab to town.
and watched CONSTANTINE.
woohoo.
Keanu is so HOT~!
like hell.
hahas.
"This is John. John Constantine, ASSHOLE!"
hahas.
and i felt something in the theatre.
crazy la, i think.

i wanna go to njc's talentime on friday.
):
smint's cousin band playing in the finals.
and they can lend us the instruments to jamm for awhile.
so cool.
hahas.
oh well..

need to do
Free Thoughts On Toilet Paper.
Been such a good student,
reminding everyone to do.
haha.
cos i'm sure we all want to hear the story
about the jap soldier thingy.
I WANT TO HEAR!
ahahas.
sushilla rocks.
maybe.

i feel so crap now.
like a piece of crap.
rubbishy.
i need someone to talk to.
yea.
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

"you know it hurt me,
but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive
even if signs seem to tell me otherwise."


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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

what the heck's wrong with friendster?
where did all my friends go?
*hmm..*
i think friendster really sucks now.
hahas.
oh well.
damn bloody tired.
just came home from the serangoon
meet the people session.

Jas, OnYee and I sat beside this
petition writer.
then people come and 'seek help',
or rather, complain.
hahas.
then the mp came.
mr wee siew kim.
hahas.
not funny only.

after school,
went out with sammoo to j8.
took funny neos AGAIN.
and this time, its YOUR FAULT,
sammoo.
you pressed on the wrong one!
((:
hahs.
i'm not the only one who dun read jap.
haha.
and not abit lame,
decorate until no space.
all words.
hahas. ((:
the grand canyon and great barrier reefs.
((:
like, wows la.

i really want to sleep now.
but i'm rushing my reflections
cos must hand up to her tomorrow.
not abit lame,
going to post everyone's reflection
on the student leaders board.
like, the whole school going to see?
not lame.

and the best thing,
i really don't know what to write.
erm, perhaps,
mr wee siew kim rocks?
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Monday, February 14, 2005

Happy Valentines day!
((:


hahas. ((: Natalie, Me and Monkey.


I know thats so act cute. Wonder who's idea was that. hahas. WORXX.

anyway, those who received my presents,
hope you liked it.
((:

whee. its over so soon.
hahas.
tomorrow got the meet the people session.
going to serangoon and staying until 10pm.
not crazy only.
sorry la, very meeting celebrity.
very.
i think i've got better things to do.
hahas.

well..
we played blackjack again today.
and i got 3 times black jacks.
woohoo!
((:
i used my lucky coins ma.
and anthea is in the lucky banker mood.
she earned alot la.
not lucky only.
hahas.

i think i so rock la.
whee.
going sajc this saturday with
carmelita, shuk and wini.
woohoo.
can slack again.

i love my besties and sec 4 truth.
plus my juniors and nightingale! ((:
and my sister. haha.

valentines pics:.. click
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Saturday, February 12, 2005

had a really great day today.
((:

went to ms ho's house.
thanks to me,
we overshot by 4 bus stops.
hey, but who ask you all to listen to me.
my sense of direction is not what you think it is. haahs.
walked all the way back to her house.
sammoo so chio.
clarice dressed until so grand.
unlike me,
so ugly, and simple.
top, jeans, sneakers.
not like theirs.
hahas.

but anyway,
gambled at ms ho's house.
hahas.
i'm ADDICTED! ((:
how can? oh shit.
i love to play blackjack now.
i lost quite alot of money,
then i keep taking out my wallet and
place bets again and again.
much to the amusement of sammoo,
cos she's amused that i'm addicted.
funny meh?
but anyway,
i didn't lose anything!
in fact,
I'VE EARNED! ((:
waahaas.
20 CENTS.
wow.

i love ms ho's dog.
so cute.
so cute.
i want to bring home.
i want to have one of that kind of dog.
so cute.
hahas.

and outside heeren just now,
got this 5 year old boy
playing DRUMS!
((:
so cute laa!
I'll post the pics up soon.
he's so adorable.
haha.


and I'm preparing valentines' day present for
SO MANY
i want to give some person,
but should i?
and how the hell i pass to that person?
anyway, i'm going to be damn bloody busy la.
monday i'm like, bringing so much things to school.
but anyway,
hahas.
its valentine's day .
((:


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Thursday, February 10, 2005

I'm KING OF THE CASTLE!

((:


grinns`


whee.
going out to watch I DO I DO.
sharon au rocks?
hmm'.
and later going to east coast to cycle.
while my sister skates.
who cares?
haha. ((:

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

There things take my time and energy
Don't stand too close without apologies
Cutthroat; cut out candid glimpses and
Wind me up; i'm ready
Can't escape this line of best fit
I remember being inside something more than you...


line of best fit - deathcab for cutie

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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

i've so much free time now.
haha.
just came back from the reunion dinner.
well.
many things happened.
and i'm like playing the swing for like
almost the whole time.

going to mrs teo's house to bai nian
on saturday.
then later me and my friend go watch
CONSTANTINE!
hahah.

and i've changed my desktop wallpaper to
ARIEL! ((:
ahh.. so obsessed with her.
and samm's back.
heh.
chatted with her for quite a long while on the phone.
and telling her lame and crappy stuffs.
and stuffs that happened when she wasn't around.
can't wait to see her on saturday.
hah.

oh well.
i go play playstation.
let my sis use the com to play her habbo.
bleh.
((:

Happy chinese new year! ((:
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happy chinese new year.
((:
i'm still rotting at home.
later going to my cousin's house.
oh well.

celevration at school was quite..
ehh.
boringg.
haha.
oh well, wad can u expect?
but mrs hwang came back!
so cute as ever.
haha

i've changed the blog layout too.
whee.
i'll come online soon.
wait, maybe not.
haha.
AND I STILL HATE THAT PERSON(s).

cheers!
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Monday, February 07, 2005

urgh.
i'm damn bloody pissed now.
with that person.
two faced man.
seriously.

but oh well..
come to think of it,
its just only adds on to my misery;
so why think of it?

i'm going to let it go.
and seriously ignore for good.
and i mean REALLY IGNORE.
yesh.
GOODBYE and good riddance.
a HUGE burden off my mind.

and you won't receive any more news from me.
NO WAY.
go away.
seriously.
both of you.
or rather;
the whole damn lot.

i can't believe myself la.
damn.

well.
tomorrow cny celebration.
wad i gonna wear?
see wads in my wardrobe that isnt' black.
but i'm most likely going to wear jeans.
and sneakers.
yesh.
and no orange for me.

and i'm going for sajc funfair!
((:
heh.



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Saturday, February 05, 2005

heheh.
i feel so crappy again.
well..
going for last minute new year shopping again
very funn meh?
just last night, my dad brought my family to
chinatown like about 11pm something..
then came home almost one.
not crazy only.
but i must buy at least a non black clothes.
so far, i bought the clothes are like, black.
oh well.
and i can't wear black to my great uncle's house.
i think i'll get kicked out.
hahaha.
but cny celebration is sch,
can wear black rigghtt?

well..
had cca yesterday.
hahah.
the sec ones learnt :
  • how to fall in
  • how to squeeze or spread
  • how to sit down or stand up (haha)
  • how to greet us properly<>
  • sedia
  • water cheer
then we break them up into small groups to
teach sedia.
natalie was one of them.
haha.
sokting and I was like...
okay.
i dun even know wad the heck i was teaching..
but i suddenly had a flashback-
when i was sec one learning it,
so this year's batch is really not bad
after all.

and activation was like,
hurrh.
haha.
my job:
to wait for death.
well, i was stuck in a car.
haha.
quite dots la.
and secret pals.
haha. mine is like, someone.
*glance at the sec3s and sec 2s.
shit
haha.
and the sec2s gave the valentine's day present..
notabit wad la.
ask us to eat up the lime.
but thank god.
i didn't. heh
((:

NC 7!
YingJie, Huiting, waner, yurui and natalie...
you'll get the honey water from us soon la.
((:
and to go along with the drink is-
pi pa gao porridge.
haha.
sounds delicious?
yupp, it sure do.
make sure you guys eat it down on
comp morning.
hahah... which is like,
60 days away?

Happy belated birthday Valerie!
The cake's nice. haha.


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Thursday, February 03, 2005

I wanna go VJC.
no one is going to stop me.
hahaha.

cny decorations like totally rocks.
haha.
and kudus told us to look at the prom book
to pick prom dresses for the end year prom
from the states.
like,
not abit early la.
but its really nice.
haha

hang streamers from outside class to inside.
not abit look like YING HUA LOU.
if you know what that means.
quoted directly from JOLENE herself.

this week is slack week.
good thing.
3 tests only
THANK GOD.
heh.
sam coming back already!
((:
*beams*
if you see this lunatic waving some wierd funny hugge signboard
at the changi international airport,
yea. thats me.

emm rocks. haha

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